;'(

很生气很生气！竟然是你这个乌龟王八蛋！亏我们那么相信你！
他你妹的！
一想到你就想丢几把刀过去！

手机不见的那一刻，想起我手机里很多很重要的资料就很着急~
银行户口号码啦，客户资料啦。。一大堆的~~~=(
真的希望iphone的find my phone起得了作用，让我把它找回~
虽然希望很渺茫，可是还是很想拿回啦！

=(
谢谢你。帮我到附近的手机店。。希望有人来programming iphone或是卖iphone的话就通知你~

这是我2012年最大最不想要的生日礼物~你的礼物可以收回吗？

icloud的发信息和播放铃声是不是一旦开机了就会收到我要传达的信息？

如果那样~我希望他拿去programming的时候，那个店员会看到我的信息，然后秘密通知我，我就要你这个dhubai仔好看！

='(

想念

不经意看起以前的照片，才看见以前的我生活是多么的充实~
这一些以前都不觉得出奇的事却是我现在最想念的~

有你们的陪伴，生活好像添上了色彩。。
一起穿着长裙去shopping~
一起装emo，一起搞笑，一起跟考试拼搏。。
一起一起。。。。。。好多一起。。。

这些总算是一种偶尔想起都会嘴角上扬的moment！

我真的太想念你们了！
nicole , joyi....我们之间的回忆，照片实在太多了！
要我忘记你们真是比失恋还痛~~

一起clubbing的日子让我很怀念~
''我们去club不一定是坏女孩~我们只是去relax！''哈哈！

不知道什么时候可以再有这样的生活！

你们等我吧！总有一天会跟你们再一次疯狂！

A.I.N.Y. (愛你)

无意间听到这首歌的时候觉得好蛮好听的！

A.I.N.Y. (愛你) 
分開以後每個晚上　格外的寂靜
滴答滴答　剩大鐘在陪着我回憶
電話裏頭曾經是你最溫柔的聲音
現在只有空氣　冷漠地回應

OH　給你我的心　能否請你別遺棄
一句愛你愛你愛你愛你　能否再也不分離
OH　給你我的心　爲什麽你卻給了我孤寂
就算愛你愛你愛你愛你　可能你也不想聼

你的擁抱曾經是　最溫暖最熟悉
現在換了誰安睡在你胸口的位置
你的承諾曾是一種不自覺的甜蜜
現在一劃一筆　刺在我心裡

OH　給你我的心　能否請你別遺棄
(I gave you everything, Never Asked for anything)
一句愛你愛你愛你愛你　能否再也不分離
(I wish that you could stay, Ha! It’s just my wishful thinking)
OH　給你我的心　爲什麽你卻給了我孤寂
(I gave you everything, But all I got is pain)
就算愛你愛你愛你愛你　可能你也不想聼　你不想聼
(Although my heart is bleeding, You still don’t feel a thing)

回憶 對你最後的回憶
(回憶 最後的回憶)
是你 慢慢走遠的身影
(是你走遠的身影)
然後你 離開了沒有痕跡
(然後你 離開)
然後我 崩潰了放縱哭泣
(然後我 哭泣)
恨你恨你 每當我想起曾經
(恨你 每當我想起你 每當我想起曾經)
曾經曾經曾經曾經

還是愛你愛你愛你愛你
難道還不能清醒

OH　給你我的心　能否請你別遺棄
(I gave you everything, Never Asked for anything)
一句愛你愛你愛你愛你　難道你也不想聽
(I wish that you could stay, Ha! It’s just my wishful thinking)
OH　給你我的心　爲什麽你卻給了我孤寂
(I gave you everything, But all I got is pain)
就算愛你愛你愛你愛你　不值得為你傷心　傷心
(Although my heart is bleeding, You still don’t feel a thing)

Your confession remains to be my final pleading,
But the only thing that’s here with me is tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac




相遇相识到相爱并不容易~难得走在一起,就应该珍惜~
伤感的一首歌，反映了你爱的人不爱你的心情。
珍惜身边爱你和你爱的人吧！
;)

ex classmate forever buddies ...

i am never regret with my decision to give up in study , but i feel sad when think that i cant study , do revision , chit chat with you guys ...

the time we passing together really precious!

第一学期，第二学期，第三学期......一直下去,大家的距离越来越远...

总是那么怀念第一个学期的我们,一大班疯疯癫癫的，笑容没有杂质...

第二个学期也还蛮不错的..大家始终像一家人...一起去很多地方~

渐渐的....不知怎么了,距离远了...关系不融洽了...有时连一句简单的问候都会觉得好假~

或许很多事应该摊开来说...

却为了避免争执,尴尬.....大家都好像自己有自己的组合..各走各的~

一开始还觉得可以挽救..自己始终没有勇气混进你们..

只害怕自己会被伤害,所以始终选择独来独往~

迟来的对不起。。。

有时觉得,为什么要去听信一些谣言...

为什么让自己的学院生活那么无趣...

为什么让那些人的一句话影响朋友之间的感情...

觉得自己很傻~

所以呀，现在的我始终很怀念那些年我们一起上课的日子~

开开玩笑...闹一闹身边的朋友...说说趣事...打打羽球...埋怨assignment...紧张presentation..担心final..吹吹水...一起顶撞老师...比比result...互相鼓励....

这是我们的学院生活~~酸甜苦辣,却回味无穷..

回不去这种生活。。回忆的陪伴还蛮不错的！

想对你们说：

Karmen..Caren..Jacc..Loke..Wui..Curly..你们都很好~对不起以前听信谣言,误会了一些事...

Angeline,Shini..Ethan..Pung..KaiJun..你们一向来都是中间人..心结解开了,都是你们这些中间人的功劳..

Alvin..你这个仓鼠最近过得好吗？成绩方面就不用问啦！每次都是同一个答案..问了都觉得自己明知故问~

Desmond..KekKien...Angie...喂！加油咯！你不是不行...你只是不要！=)

Alan老大~我的notes现在应该派不上用场了吧？希望你顺利pass完！还是不会忘了你欠一餐jogoya~,~

Ryan,Vinc seen ...好心就少点打game咯！要嘛拼个春天,不然就不拼 ;) 你们都很聪明,只在于那份心 ...

至于其他人：我很珍惜曾经一起的日子..现在想起，嘴角还会上扬...

以后的日子希望我们都保持联络...

期待看到出色的你们哦！

VONNE MISS DIN2 IN THE DEEP ! <3

人总是那样....

爱情之间需要信任，难道友谊之间就不需要吗？

离开的那几天，感觉整个家变了....

没有以前的热闹~冷清清的...到底怎么了？

我好像不是一份子..总觉得自己做的东西你们都看不顺眼~

或许是我想太多了吧~

我很讨厌这样的感觉....

想回到从前那充满欢笑的家...

它让人压力消失..现在的家，你做你的功课，我上我的网~

我不知道背后发生了什么事...

我只相信眼前看到的东西~~

有一个人，我曾经那么'笨'...处处为他着想..

有一句话，说的很对...

不要把别人看得太重,自己得到的只是无视，值得吗？

对！从现在开始，我不会了...眼里只有自己....

你可以说我自私...可是请你想想自己,不过是如此！

现在以后，我都会是自私的....

对每一个人，我想坚持自己的立场..

不想就不想，不要就不要~

我开始向往以前那个我~

做什么都可以独来独往~

做什么都可以坚持立场~

我不要再很善良的被人摆布....

以前的我，该回来咯.....

Reluctant

tomorrow is my last day in the job =(

I dunno why i feel i am reluctant to leave ..

not only the job..but all of YOU !

hope to keep in touch in the future..

i ran into a lot of friends! they are from different style !!

nice to meet you MUDAH fren..

supervisor treat us like friend but not an worker :)

thanks !

Hope to get the job again next time ..

Hope to have a party before leave ..

Hope to heard u all in the future ..

HOPE ....... a lot and a lot !!

Fulfilling

I have no enough time to sleep since sem break start~

opps!no!!is before an hour of the last paper!

I having part time job at KL area with different venue everyday!

I date with my babe ! singk .. having movie .. having beer..going club ..go for shopping..

photo shooting ...and somewhere else!

I have no time to update blog :(

hmmm...finally spend some time on it !

having job then spend all !XD

:D

weewit !

i love my life full with dating !

it make me felt the world is colouring >,<

have no planning trip ! just on then go ahead !

TO BE CONTINUE WITH NEXT DATING !

try this out !

http://www.woogood.com/heart.htm

is it get the same picture?

awesome >,<

..........你需要改变..........

XXX:

你知道吗？我好多话想对你说,面对你的时候,却说不出口~

我真的觉得她根本不值得你那么专一~

我希望这一刻,你是花心的~

至少,伤会减少,快乐会增加~

专一是好事~可是执着是坏事~你需要分清楚~

你长大了~不要窝在家里了~

外面世界很大~闯一闯,见识多了,看法就会不一样~

不是那个女的不好~感情的事需要感觉~

他坦白告诉你了,你应该死心~

~好俗的一句：幸福不能勉强~

死心很难，我了解~

你最终还是得接受事实~

应该安慰自己：

你只是暂时不习惯~你只是还没遇到另一个她~

时间是可以改变着一切的~

这几个月,你给我的感觉是:你很颓废！

懒懒散散的~感觉上跟以前的你很不同~

打game是男生的喜好，不能怪，可是你可以充分的安排时间在有意的活动上吗？

你over spending了~我不知道你花在哪里..

你长大了~你应该会想了吧？

摸摸良心问问自己几岁了~

有打算买车吗？有打算卖屋吗？

以前的你很会想~

在30岁前要自己拥有一些什么之类的~

现在的你告诉我你没有做到！

我19岁了~

什么都没有,觉得很可耻！

我都在很尽力的自己做生意~我在想,尽然我给不到家人经济支柱~

那么我就不应该再花他们的钱~那你呢？

明年,我要给mummy出国旅行~

不想让她再辛苦了~

你能一起有这个想法吗？

你不应该在那么小孩子想法了~

是时候改变给我看了~

我开始工作的那一个月,我给自己一个目标~

一个月至少给mummy一些钱，让他买他想要的东西~

我要自己供保险~

我要尽力分担~3兄妹合作的话，我们是很幸福的家~

:D make my life colourful

yesterday i am attending a job~

mudah.my promoting!that is a great job ...

the job looks like a station game?hmm..maybe !

wow!i like this kind of job!

i am a 'umbrella' people ,bringing people across the street while taking to them to let them know about mudah.my.

some people are afraid that why i am going to help her take umbrella.haha!

got a cute guys: girl,we take a pic as commemorate?..oh~~no need i think =P

got an Indian: gal,i am already so 'black', erm,i think no need umbrella..xD

that is the first time i get this type of job~i am wondering from the starting .

we also walk around KLCC suria..

looks funny because all of us are RED !

waw!awake on 1pm..

actually want go shopping today..

but, it is late ! no mood go already~xD

Stay at home surfing internet, watching movie, house keeping~

3pm i had my breakfast+lunch+tea time.I save a lot $$..wahaha~~

we make dumpling at night =P

That is not first time..we just want make something funny..

the dumpling got a lot of shape...

button,spoungebob,star,love,bear,penguin!!

its looks Q!

>,<

亲爱的...

亲爱的自己,从今天起为了自己骄傲的活着吧..

不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事,顺其自然以最佳心态面对...

这世界就是这么不公平!

亲爱的自己,永远不要为难自己...

不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁,这些都是傻瓜才做的事.

学会聪明一点,

不要老是问周围的人一些很白痴的问题,那真的很无聊.

如果不开心了就找个角落或者在被子里哭一下,

不需要别人同情可怜,哭过之后一样可以开心生活.

学会控制自己的情绪,谁都不欠你,

所以没有道理跟别人随便发脾气,耍性子.

亲爱的自己可以失望但不能绝望,

tomorrow is another day.

永远不要轻易对别人许下承诺,许下的承诺就是欠下的债.

亲爱的自己,这个世界只有回不去的而没有什么是过不去的.

亲爱的自己,别人对你好,你要加倍对别人好,

别人对你不好,你还是应该对别人好,因为那说明你还不够好.

不管现实有多惨不忍睹你都要固执的相信这只是黎明前短暂的黑暗而已.

不要抓住回忆不放,断了线的风筝,只能让它飞，

放过它,更是放过自己。

亲爱的自己,全世界只有一个你,就算没有人懂得欣赏,

你也要好好爱自己,做最真实的自己.

记得要常常仰望天空,记住仰望天空的时候也要看看脚下.

相信自己的直觉,不要招惹别人,也不要让别人来招惹你.

亲爱的自己,永远不要跟别人搞暧昧,玩不起.

不要太低调了,有时要强悍一点,被欺负的时候,一定要讨回来.

但是一定不要记恨,小人之见随他们去好了,怜悯会使你高贵.

亲爱的自己, 要快乐、要开朗、要坚韧、要温暖,这和性格无关。

要自信甚至是自恋一点,时刻提醒自己我值得拥有最好的一切.

亲爱的自己,永远都要有希望,

永远都要向前,

无论怎样,世界上总会有另一个自己在为你加油.

:)

c'est la vie

i am going to end my study by next sem?

why?!!

i hope that all of u will respect my decision.

everyone have the right to choose their life.

u will not be understand about ,

why i hate study?

why i wan to end it?

there was a lot of reason at the back!!=(

i can't find a bosom friend in college.

at home i have family.in college,i am the only 1 !

i cant gv my 100% believe to all of them.

izit i am sensitive?

just feel that i am not only stress because of study.

i am also stress because i fell i am helpless in college..

family is always the best for me as i am crab crab ...

j'aime ma famille!!

i wan earn money from now..

i wan let my mummy go for travel ...

i wan let my mummy felt happy...

i dunwan my mummy always work work work.

if i am loss interest in study,should i force myself?

3 more sem to go.

somemore, diploma and spm leaver salary is same.

if i wan continue,i have to finish advance diploma or degree.

thats mean i have 3 more year to go but not 3 sem.

am i right?

u cant say i m wasting money and time for whole year.

in this year,i know u all..

in this year,i get experience..a lot and a lot..

in this year,i learn a lot and alot..

in this year,i know the manner to face stranger..

aiks!='(

▁▂▃▄▅❤❤❤▅▄▃▂▁

i am going to help sammy at sense n style after class.

tat is my 4th time b model there.xD

i love make up !

hmm...today title was 4 colour ~

i am look like a bird from beginning.xD

FUNNY!!

I just lack a pair of wings ~><

my eye is not balance ~haha~~

it is challenging.

i need eye lash to balance my eye!

anyway thx for sammy!!

i like it very much!

♥❤♥❤♥❤

next time should try another style !!

(*^__^*)

bonjour français !

Je ne suis pas vraiment français.

encore une fois, je choisis ce parce voulez la contester.

Je pense que les Japonais très commun, alors j'ai choisi le français.

Maintenant, je suis regret.not cause de je souhaite choisir le japonais.

juste senti que je n'aime pas du tout le français mais j'ai aussi pas vraiment l'amourjaponais.

J'aime la Corée du collège actually.why aucune offre pour la langue Corée.
= (

Enfin, je apprendre quelque chose de français.

il suffit simplement .. acquérir une certaine expérience.

practice

should i decide study nail art from b4?

hmm..i m interest with it very much !!

feel happy when c the nail art is cute !especially is hello kitty ..

pratice it!

x mood study .just make something interest!

i c a lot of nail art design on facebook.

it is very nice and make me excited!

action !!yoohoo!!!

there are a lot of colour !!

after an hour....

we are done !

心随爱痛

时间在渗透 消磨你的温柔

你一直摇头 说着分手没理由

其实我知道 她对你重要

所以 你愿意去拥抱

一发不可收 是你给我 太多感受

要等多久 才不会心随爱痛

也许真的 要离开我不是你的错

都怪她 横刀于你我

真的痛在爱过之后 只有我会懂

我的梦想被她偷走 不再有

她是盗窃爱的小偷 我无力去挽救

两个人的两个方向 松开了手

也许真的 要离开我不是你的错

都怪她 横刀于你我

真的痛在爱过之后 只有我会懂

我的梦想被她偷走 不再有

她是盗窃爱的小偷 我无力去挽救

两个人的两个方向 松开了手

真的痛在爱过之后 只有我会懂

我的梦想被她偷走 不再有

她是盗窃爱的小偷 我无力去挽救

却不想你撕破温柔 松开了手

ENDING

stressful + meaningless with the 2nd year 1st sem.

i am totally exhausted with it !

i hate my college life since i know that someone is betray me .

wish to end my study life if this sem have to resit any subject.

i told my mummy,i wish to end as i m totally lost .i am really dunno the reason i choose this course.

i am confusing! i dunno wat job should be perform after graduated.

i dont have interest in study actually.

i just wanna force myself be a knowledgeable gal and never ever look down by others.

it was a wrong from the beginning.

maybe someone will say i m wasting 1 year time and money.

BUT...if i am not enjoy with the things i doing now, will it be happy?

happy is the most important,rite?

i am lost the colourful life i enjoyed before..

please gv me bek =(

i hate study! i hate presentation!i hate assignment!i hate final exam!

i hate all the things related to memorise!

i try hard to do everything well ..

i m still young ,i did't wish to waste my time to study because study make my life bcome stress!

i know that stress will push a person to be improved.

='(

just feel that i am doing sumthing meaningless .

presentation for wad?

assignment for wad?

exam for wad?

just an objectives!=>get a certificate ~

why need do so to make my life colourless,stressful!!

when i see the exam timetable,it make me dunhave desire to study anymore

8 days need to sit for 6 subject !

FML !!

i just wanna b a normal girl..

i am rather be happy than be stressful !

my frens dont wish i end my study as they said,

''i am not really a weak student,maintain 3.5 every sem, y not continue?''

i just will reply:''i dunwan continue wif meaningless life.thats all''

from the starting, i should choose the things i like but not force myself.

i m REGRET !!

GET ME OUT FROM SUCH LIFE !!!

^....^''''

i m giving u a chance ,but u still make me disappoint!

Well!

I DONT LIKE TO MAKE IT COMPLICATED !

CAN WE BREAK?

i m just remember what u tell me last night !

u say just kidding with her !

i cant accept !

inversely, if i do the same thing ,will u accept it?

impossible !!

1st time make 2nd time will happen !

i m angry with you!

yes,i m busy with my college stuff and less accompany u.

at least i send u a msg every night !

but you! izit working make u so busy?

even send me a msg also dunhv time?

izit a msg will spend u a lot of time?

make it easy !break is my choice !

i m waiting the time !

12am !

no message no regret no turn back !

:'(

feel stress for the passing week because of assignment,presentation.

finally settle all,leave english!

i m angry because u r not msg me whole night !

even amsg with good night !

that is weekends! although i m busy, u should be message to me also !!

i m prefer single now!!

despite in a relationship,but i fell nothing !

...伪装...

~为什么那么多事？

身为一个女的，喜欢打小报告，投诉这个那个~

身为一个男的，喜欢胡言乱语，装得很man~

如果单方面的说法就能定一个人的罪，还需要辩论员吗？

如果你那么爱投诉，请不要来挑破别人感情~

如果你那么爱装man，请来我面前告诉我一切~

在背后搞笑动作很man？比乌龟差！乌龟都有把头伸出来的勇气！

说话幼稚，动作幼稚，想法幼稚，行为幼稚..

真的是beh tahan~